tu lah mende pertama aku dgr bila aku 1st time msuk klas. dedo rasenye, angan2 nk jd ckgu t'capai...alhamdulillah...walaupon setakat cikgu ganti, tp da ckup utk aku timba pengalaman jd ckgu...susah woo jd ckgu...bwu aku taw apa yg cikgu aku rsa time ngajar....letih....bkn ltih ngajar, tp ltih menjerit kalu bdak2 tu xtumpu apa yg kita membebel kt depan...eei...gram...tp dlm aku gram2 tu, aku syg diowang sbenarnya..diowang bknnya jahat, cma nkl, biasalah...lelaki kan...jus bising je...tu je masalahnye...kdg2 nek angin jgk...tp kan....bile aku nk mrh je mst xjd...sebabnye...eei...aku xleh nk mrh la...kalu aku nk mrh...mst xjd punyer...bile tgok muka diowg yg terkebil2, aku rsa lawak plak...hahaha...tkut jgk diowang dgn aku...tp....tu je la...pstu msti aku glak blik...eei...xleh nk mrh...nk pkul lg la...ank owg...kang xpsl msuk paper "guru ganti di dakwa ats tindakan memukul pelajar anderson"...pergh...xmaw doh...mak aku pon da psan, jgn pkul ank owg...so...aku...membenel je le...taw la kan bla aku membebel...pompuan...pong pang pong pang bak butir peluru keluar dr mlut aku ni...wat ever it is...being a teacher is a gud feeling indeed i wanna be a gud teacher to my students...i love all my students..:)
Am I rite?? people always treat me like a fool…never think bout my feeling…like I’m not exist here…who am I to them, just a little puppet…I know I’m stupid, not clever enough..but... I have my own feeling…who am I to them?? even if I’m making trouble for them, just tell me la, no need to hide it from me…I hate this feeling…back to our topic up there…hmmm…..its karma rite….hard to say dis,yet dis is da truth..imma rite..wat we’ve done to peep, will come back to us…depend on wat we’ve done @ treat..if we treat peep well, so da other will treat us well too, same goes to us if we treat them like a ~#!*, so…we will be treated also like a %$*@........very dun like la……gee no like dis, so do many peep..but sometimes we didn’t notice dat we’ve treated somebody feeling…how to say huh..emm…mybe awfully(truk sgt plak..)harshly mybe….naaa…..watever….it is……dun treat peep like a fool…and never give faces to peep dat treat us fool…ooopppsss…no,no…xleh2…..let they treat us like a fool, we just be patient n treat them nicely…dat how to teach them…
emm....he....maaf la giler ckit...sjak2 akhir ni(mcm terbalik jer?)sjak akhir2 ni la, aku rsa cm masin je..eh...bkn...rsa cm len mcm je...ntahla..da gile kot aku ni...(bkn aku ni cm gile2 ke,tp bkn giler?kan..)he...eei...mengarut la...........ha.....aku ada persoalan dlm benak kpala otak aku ni...dok ligat,putaq mai(mcm mamak suda)........sume org ni sama je kan,,,,,,,,,,,,(byk gile koma)emmm...ye la...kta lain, kt org...tp dri sendri................no komen...ngeeeeeeeeee............eish...panastul....global warming da makin teruk da,,,,(tbe2 tingat kt polar bear-hehehe.....hnya aku yg taw...mknanya...uweks...nyampahnye..)da la...tanak mngarut da...lma2 aku pn senget(mmg aku senget kan...emm...
why?
people always expected perfect from other yet they dun feel, they also unperfect..it hard to be perfect, yet we already perfect..what Allah had create, we as HIS servant already perfect..He know what better for us..Not our job to judge other people… I hate peep that say they perfect enough, naaa…..sory to say la…u peep r sucks…hoping to get a perfect person, but, ur own not perfect enough..what is in beauty if the heart is full of dark dot..??rite..i’m not saying I’m nice to all..i’m asking…doesn’t mean we r pretty, our heart also pretty..just judge ourself b4 judging somebody else..There is an old epigram… “bia la owg buang tahi kt kite, kite tabor bunga..” yeah…mmg leh pkai…but..if we always keep take care the other peep feeling, what bout our feeling..rite..?? how long our heart can stand wit those freakin peep said…rite..
how could dis happen to me..i sick of dis life..meeting wit odd peep dat always said dat n dat..sick la...all da thing i've done is all wrong..so what??i'm not saying dat i'm da only 1 dat right here..but,if i'm changing,nothing can be blame..theres some reason why i'm acting like dis..my dear frend...i wish u could understand,but u r not..i'm sorry..if u know wat i feeling bout u rite now is so woe...i always thought dat u r da best of mine but u aint a good frend of mine,yet i still luv u,like da day before we end up like dis,da memory dat build up together will never fade for da rest of ma life(mcm lgu maher zain la plak)...oopss...too emo i guess...but i really2 upset today,so totally upset wit her...why???BRU SELESAI 1 MASALAH,1 MASALAH len plak dtg...eeii...all fate dat i must accept..i love her so much like my sister...dat i thought very my sis,yet shes not..she just frend who cant understand wat i'm feeling,facing rite now..if she could understand................
hohohohohoh....aku mkn dgn sgt byk hari ni.....yay...ni bermakna,aku akn mengembang bla bkak sem dpn ni...abeh la aku...ngeh3~~~
byk tul kes pecah rumah dis lately...neighbour sebelah da kena da...expert la pncuri tu...leh je dia bia pintu tu terbukak luas cmtu je...bg sume owg nmpk...hebat kan...hai pencuri....knapa la korang dok mencuri curi brg,hrta benda owg len r??xphm aku....da sah2 bnda tu xhalal,nk jgk kebas...haish...kalu la kt arab ni,sah kna putun da...haish...hey...pencuri...knapa nk mencuri...(aku tnya lg skali ni...jwb la pncuri...)ggggrrrrrrr....geram2....emm...aku pn da jgk pengalaman d'rompak...pergh...pnjg cite nye,smpai xleh nk d'pendek kan(padahal aku mls nk citer...kuweng,kuweng,kuweng...)
then...cite gosip2 terbaru artis...adoi....pening,kalu susah2 sgt,bia la aku jd artis,xdenye gosip2...aman industri hiburan...nyampah aku gosip2 artis ni...xtahoo nk cya sape kan,artis ni ckp len,sowang lg ckp len...adoi...
hah......satu lg...da ada teknologi bru wooo...(tp aku rasa da lama da,cuma aku out of date kot)ada 1 device tu bla kita on bluetooth,kite leh control fon dia...waaaa...hebat...leh bca mesej,bkk lagu,tukar profil...ngeee...mcm2 la...bhya tul...no privasi la...ayooo....yg psti aku xsuka device tu...xbgus...menganggu privasi owg len ja...xbgus2...
eeii..geram aku..xleh pulak nk online fb kt cni..ntah pa la plak prob dia..eeii...kt blik fb leh bkk kt cni xleh plak..oopps..skang aku kt kafe lma kt dpan asrama aku ni..kafe kusza owg pggil..emm..lapar la plak..eish3..puasa2..apa da..pning aku td...da la bgun ckit pnya awal..kul 11.30 tu..pergh..awal gile la..haahaaha..plus td men bola tampar dengan becki..trima kaseh byk2 la kt becki..mata aku da lebam kna bola tmpar tu..padu gile..tu la..gtal sgt nk men..(aku yg buat sendiri mata aku lebam then aku tuduh becki pulak dah..)eh..lupa plak...aku rsa aku nk bla bla bla...
sape mnang r mlm ni??jeng2..bersama2 lah kita tggu sape yg mnang besok..lalala..nederland3333333333...................................................................
aku ltih sgt jln kt fakulti rini..da ka ptut...da satu klas ja...eeeiii..pnat ja aku bgun awal rini nk g kelas..pnya semangat taw,lalala..yay2..lalalal..to my boo...i love you so much..mmuahh...
lalala..to my dear boo...thanks for everything..i love you so much..mmuah..skang aku da bergelar mahasiswi kt umt..aku suka sgt, hepy sgt..xtaw nak describe cmna...lalala...and..lalalala..
