sebab...trasa jsa aku yg x seberapa ni dihargai...bila ank murid mgharapkan kita..hu..ntah..feeling apa ntah..aku pon xtaw...rsa cm syok je..theres a boy...he said to me,
"teacher...after dis, which school will u go?"
i said,"no..i still study la, not going to any of da school.i just replace ur teacher for one month only".
he said "why teacher? please dont go teacher...if you have finished ur degree, please do come here again n teach me".
i ask him "why u want me to stay?"
his answer "i dunno la teacher...i jus like u...teaching me n friends..."
i said "soon..u will meet ur original teacher"
he said.. "i'm gonna miss u teacher..."
its sound like very doom...emm...time tu ase cm sedih semacam je bdk tu...xpe..aku dpt ajr sebulan pon jd lah...
theres one more students..he said he gonna miss me when i'm out of that school...emm...sdih kan...huuu...aku da start syg kt students2 aku da...nkl2 diowang,diowang dgr ckp...xmcm nkl bdk2 besar..diowang ni manja sebenarnya...apa pun...aku rsa sgt di hargai n aku akn cube lg utk jd ckgu yg best...hohohoh...cikgu nazirah...(^_~)
tu lah mende pertama aku dgr bila aku 1st time msuk klas. dedo rasenye, angan2 nk jd ckgu t'capai...alhamdulillah...walaupon setakat cikgu ganti, tp da ckup utk aku timba pengalaman jd ckgu...susah woo jd ckgu...bwu aku taw apa yg cikgu aku rsa time ngajar....letih....bkn ltih ngajar, tp ltih menjerit kalu bdak2 tu xtumpu apa yg kita membebel kt depan...eei...gram...tp dlm aku gram2 tu, aku syg diowang sbenarnya..diowang bknnya jahat, cma nkl, biasalah...lelaki kan...jus bising je...tu je masalahnye...kdg2 nek angin jgk...tp kan....bile aku nk mrh je mst xjd...sebabnye...eei...aku xleh nk mrh la...kalu aku nk mrh...mst xjd punyer...bile tgok muka diowg yg terkebil2, aku rsa lawak plak...hahaha...tkut jgk diowang dgn aku...tp....tu je la...pstu msti aku glak blik...eei...xleh nk mrh...nk pkul lg la...ank owg...kang xpsl msuk paper "guru ganti di dakwa ats tindakan memukul pelajar anderson"...pergh...xmaw doh...mak aku pon da psan, jgn pkul ank owg...so...aku...membenel je le...taw la kan bla aku membebel...pompuan...pong pang pong pang bak butir peluru keluar dr mlut aku ni...wat ever it is...being a teacher is a gud feeling indeed i wanna be a gud teacher to my students...i love all my students..:)
Am I rite?? people always treat me like a fool…never think bout my feeling…like I’m not exist here…who am I to them, just a little puppet…I know I’m stupid, not clever enough..but... I have my own feeling…who am I to them?? even if I’m making trouble for them, just tell me la, no need to hide it from me…I hate this feeling…back to our topic up there…hmmm…..its karma rite….hard to say dis,yet dis is da truth..imma rite..wat we’ve done to peep, will come back to us…depend on wat we’ve done @ treat..if we treat peep well, so da other will treat us well too, same goes to us if we treat them like a ~#!*, so…we will be treated also like a %$*@........very dun like la……gee no like dis, so do many peep..but sometimes we didn’t notice dat we’ve treated somebody feeling…how to say huh..emm…mybe awfully(truk sgt plak..)harshly mybe….naaa…..watever….it is……dun treat peep like a fool…and never give faces to peep dat treat us fool…ooopppsss…no,no…xleh2…..let they treat us like a fool, we just be patient n treat them nicely…dat how to teach them…
