OwhPening!!: bye

the day i quit my job as a teacher already here...today is my last day...hurmm...sad....;(...no like dis...i love andersonians very much..hummm....i'll miss them soon..no more yelling, no more screaming to them...argh...fuh...i have to accept dis..naaaa....hu...the emotion keep rolling and beating in my heart(pergh ayt...)hurm...hurm...(-_-)

aku adalah aku

theres too much pressure i face rite now...my life,my future...all b out life..time changed...am i have to change too?its bout life that we never thought we will have...me,myself,i,aku...already face it...and i have to accept all the faith that HE gave me....all i can do is pray n pray to my BELOVED LATELY MOM N DAD...hope that they rest peacefully there...although i never seen ur faces,not know too much both of u,u two always in my heart,always miss u both too much,dreaming to have ma own femili...wish to own wat da others own...dream...touch,hug...n i have to take dis as HIS ujian for me...i dunno how to go on my life wit ma condition rite now...toooo much pressure...a lot thing to do to change my destiny...yeah...destiny...my destiny...why me??i have to be strong..wat i am feeling rite now...so miserable...blue........woeful....dejected i guess..that da truth is so painful...sakit...mean...pedih for me to accept da truth...the truth of life....